21st Post - Trust your gut instinct reading the room, was it really 'free will'

 It's not hard to read a room, especially if it clears out when the eyes are on YOU specifically, a situational setup. The chatter and actions of others go hand in hand here, in subtle ways, there's a difference and I can spot it and seriously about to just give up at this point because in some ways nothing matters anymore, from what I understand there's a life ahead and behind me and I'm stuck, here somehow in-between. Some form of evil is out to get me, and they are using everything, everyone around me, placing certain people in certain places all setup like it 'really' was 'free will' but with a dash of 'go fuck yourself' we already know the future'ish probability wise so just eat it and deal with it... The whole timeline is littered with the subtle go fuck yourself actions of others from seemingly the very beginning, the longer I think here the more and more I subtlety see another dot connect in the larger picture.. I know about what they did with the carbon copies and it makes me sick to take it in and realize how much of a mess somebody has made out of this thinking they can crack a mind and then take whatever they want and blame you for anything and everything they possibly think they can get away with, it's so sick and fucked up figuring this out all because somebody dislikes you at the end of the day when it's all said and done, turns out the meaning of life is 'popularity' as stupid as that sounds but really, it's true.. Life and death, how popular were you? Your popular wow, was it good? (trick question, you 'could be' but your 'dead' to them...one way or another we figure this out...) It's stupidly that simple when you break it down and really study it, the meaning behind it all. Guess what I saw another 'place' one night and somebody chloroformed me out, this tells me someone wants me dead so what good am I doing here anymore? Honestly if they 'simulate' all possibilities on you, that's the end of 'free will', period, if it can happen to me it can happen to ANYONE else, turns out we're all not as secure as we 'think' we are. Security has been a top priority of mine but as it turns out, nothing is as secure as we think... the saying everything can be hacked turns out to be true, no 'matter' what it is... it's 'hackable' or 'bio-hackable' aka 'life-hackable', probably there's a simulate limit? But beyond what is 'life' that you cannot 'simulate' out, maybe in reality it's an 'essence' we exist in pure form beyond the technical genius but remember it's a popularity contest so be careful, tread wisely smart you, haha that's almost punny! There was an attempt but it's kind of depressing that knowledge is a commodity bought and sold to most popular or dare I say it, gifted, the more gifted you are the more you WILL be sought out, complacency is not to be taken lightly anymore no matter where you are in space and time, the stone cold reality is an opposite force is fighting to get you... AND be careful even words themselves are linked to popularity, dare I say their mere sounds, poetic and harmonically popularism! I like to think neutral positivity is a good eternal standard with minor dips into negative actions, as long as nobody is harmed of your action it should be forgivable as long as something was learned in a neutral-positive fashion, the underlying message here is to think win win outcomes, that's the key to neutral positivity, your welcome. Now quick somebody run with that knowledge and actually use it for good use but beware someone will probably try to ruin it if it works! Now that principle is of free will is going to be put to the test and probably I can already guess, been simulated out..